An educated stoner knows that she is where she’s meant to be….
IS THIS YOU ?
Do you have a dream ?
I have a dream, I have already fulfilled one of them by writing a book.
Now I have another dream..
We have another dream.
Everybody needs a dream.
Dreams can come true, and I am living breathing proof of this.
Let me tell you a little about myself and my dreams.
8 weeks ago I was on the brink of suicide, literally one click away from ending it all. I had just found out I was Bipolar and had multiple personality disorder, and I needed serious help. Because no immediate help was available I started to use cannabis as a mood stabiliser. As I have a HND in applied psychology and a keen interest in the human mind, I decided to do a social trial about the effects of cannabis.
The trial is studying the effects and side effects of cannabis in a suicidal 50 year old woman with severe mental health problems.
This is where my story begins.
Since using cannabis I have written my first ever book. I have started blogging and am now on to fulfilling my next dream….
Crossing over to a different dimension and Bridging the gap between this dimension and the rest.
Betty has just realised she’s a true empath, no bloody wonder she doesn’t like being around people, we thought it was the Autism causing that, maybe it’s both, every single person in this dimension are energy thieves, they may not even be aware they are doing it, most people aren’t, but there are others who do it intentionally as they have no life energy of their own and need to get it from other beings. These people consist of narcissistics, psychopaths and basically anybody with zero empathy skills. They will suck you dry if you aren’t good at recognising them. Unfortunately it has taken me years to recognise them, and these psychic vampires have been feeding off me for nearly 50 years.
If like me you are an empath, I feel your struggle, If like me you are an empath and have multiple personality disorder DID as it is now called, our struggle is 10 fold (or times however many separate personalities are involved.)
When you have more than one personality it can be difficult to keep track of everybody, and to make sure none are leaking energy unintentionally.
To do this I have turned to meditation. I am meditating up to 3 times per day now, basically as much as I can .. can too much meditation be bad for you ? If this is me losing touch with reality I wish I had done it years ago. Meditation and the sun are two key ingredients for survival. The sun is our life force. It gives life, you just have to see the flowers start to bloom in the spring, to know it. It can also cause death and destruction. In winter we see the leaves die before our very eyes, there’s no strength left in the sun to sustain life. This applies to all living things including ourselves. We need the sun.
Now onto my dream again .. my next dream is to open a free spiritual healing sanctuary /retreat in Bali and help others in my position.. it needs to be somewhere sunny so Bali it is, the weed is optional. But the inner peace you will find will astound you.. who’s coming to Bali with me ? I can guarantee to anyone, that they would never have a person try harder than I would to help you find your inner peace. I want to share it with you all.
peace love and light to you all from one educated stoner to another.