An amazing thing happened to me yesterday. I was so gobsmacked I couldn’t even bring myself to write about it, but I must.
As by now you are all aware that I am on my spiritual journey (well Betty is, and she’s dragging us all along for the ride.) Even though she knows it’s all real, it can still freak us little ones out. I have multiple personality disorder, and this means, there are what feels like other people living inside of me. I haven’t counted them yet, but there is a baby, a 2 yr old, an 8 yr old, a very angry teenager, an autistic lady, and a 50 year old lady with multiple personality disorder. There are many others who have Bipolar disorder, anxiety, and numerous other medical problems. But they all make up one single human being ME.
So psychic Betty has taken over lately. Me, the person writing this is Betty the 50 year old who is writing a book.
So there you have it. I am not psychic Betty. She doesn’t like to write. She likes to meditate, she likes her spirit world and all of the energy she receives from them daily. She likes to be spontaneous carefree, smoke dope, basically live a hippy life with nobody around and enjoy life. This is great and we all love it, but I need to get my word out. For some reason.
So although we are all happier being Hippy Hoppy Betty, we have let sensible Betty take over.
Yesterday psychic Betty who now believes we are special, we have a purpose and it’s a spiritual one, OR somebody, we’re not quite sure who, ordered a pack of spiritual Oracle cards.
We have been nurturing our mind and unconsciousness has flowed through us.
So we decided as a bunch, to do a self reading with these cards. We followed all of the instructions, opened the chakras and all that jazz, these cards were amazing.
The instructions told you to choose 3 cards and ask a question.
My question was, why me ? Why am I the chosen one, and how can I be the best I can at it ?
My 3 cards were as follows
This is an enquiry card.
How are you being called to step up and lead ?
The meaning of the card.
The priestess is a teacher dedicated to service, freedom and leadership. You don’t have to have it all together to lead. In fact. It helps if you don’t. Nobody wants a perfect angel, who hasn’t made any mistakes.
Let your life be your message. Don’t underestimate the power of your story. It’s by hearing someone else’s journey that we feel less alone.
We realise that we’re all in this thing called ‘life’ together.
The difference between a follower and a leader, is that a leader has the courage to go first. in stepping out, they shine a light on the path for others to venture forward too.
Don’t fret to much about trying to work out who is your tribe. Don’t get stuck in age, income, hobbies or occupation. The best way to discover your tribe is to look in the mirror. If you feel called to lead, chances are it is because you longed for someone to lead you.
Your tribe are longing for exactly the same thing as you were (and are) and might only be one step behind you, they may even be right alongside you. You don’t need anyone’s permission, just the courage to stand up. Embrace your struggles, the peaks the troughs. You don’t need to know the way, just believe that there might be a different one. Your tribe is waiting for you, step forward so the can find you.
ALIGN YOUR LIFE
Another enquiry card.
What is not aligned or needs to change ?
What in your life is no longer in alignment with who you truly are ?
We are all cyclic beings, in a constant state of change, of evolution, of growth. Change is one of the only certainties if life. When you resist your cyclic nature, you resist life and feel stuck.
Many of us have learned to be who the world wants us to be. But there comes a time when it is harder to hold onto this facade, than it is to embrace who we truly are.
To surrender to how we have changed and align life to that way of being.
If you pulled this card, you are being called to let go of who you once were or the things that you once defined yourself by – the job, the relationship, and the mask you wore, and to embrace who you truly are now. To embrace your weirdness and your uniqueness.
Perhaps you have outgrown some relationships or circumstances, and it is time to reassess, and bring all the parts of your life into alignment, so that they are congruent with who you truly are today.
The heart card
Longing for home. Belonging.
The original light workers.
Mintakans are a soul group who originated on a planet in the constellation Orion. They were the first star beings to travel to earth, and believed to be the original lightworkers. The mintakans’ home planet is thought to have been a water world, so pure that you could see through it for miles. For this reason, Mintakans feel most at peace and at home when in, and around crystal – clear water.
They are here to teach us to see the potential in everything, and the light in all beings.
Many Mintakans have an odd longing for ‘home’, and struggle with feeling like they don’t belong. It is thought that this is due to their home planet no longer being in existence.
If you pulled this card it could mean that you are a Mintakan, or are longing for a sense of belonging, and root chakra healing is necessary for you to feel secure and safe.
Perhaps you feel this longing to find home without knowing where that is. Perhaps you have been moving around a lot, and yearn for a place on earth to call your own. If so you are called to connect with Mother Earth and create it for yourself now.
To choose where you feel most at home and create it, rather than waiting for the feeling of belonging to come.
The best reading I have ever had done, I felt these cards, right from the heart. I have yet to do any readings for others, but I am sure to let you know how that turns out.
thanks for reading… Betty